I was no longer The Girl Who Defied Death, but The Girl Who Leaves Work Early and goes home while everyone else contributes something important to society. The feeling of care disappears. The micro-attention I'd previously pushed away left of its own accord, leaving, surprisingly, loneliness.
In How We Learn To Believe In Ourselves, Anna Woodhouse writes, "Grit is more important than intelligence, or talent, or even wealth in determining success." What is grit? "Grit is about the ability to pursue long-term goals and to stick with things." It may be loosely correlated with self control. There may even be a genetic... Continue Reading →
It's Oscars night and unless you've been under a rock or holed up in a cave the past months (plausible, I suppose), you'll know that Alejandro Iñárritu’s The Revenant is a contender to bring home the "ultimate honor" of the film awards. BBC calls it "an experience that show[s] audiences how to stop worrying and love the... Continue Reading →
I've been reading Seven Years in Tibet - that incredible account of Heinrich Harrer's journey - and thought to look up some of my old photos from that area of the world. There's one in particular I remember, of two girls on the road, white wall of a lamasery behind them, in colorful traditional costume, black hair and rosy... Continue Reading →
So it's February 2nd in a few hours and it's about time I said "happy new year"! No resolutions, just trying to focus more on running this year. I've 'sacrificed' a few ice trips in order to spend more time on the ground in preparation for a few races this summer. But allow me to... Continue Reading →
I know I'm a newbie, but can I call myself a mountaineer yet? : ) I like how mountain people are always talking about 'movement'. Movement on snow, ice, rock. There's something elegant about the idea of efficient movement. Mountaineers are always talking about efficiency too. In packing, in setting up camp, in getting your shtuff... Continue Reading →
I was going out into the wilderness and having amazing incredible experiences. I woke up one day and realized I had new dreams for myself. I could dream a new story for myself that was different that what was before.. I will find my way - one way or another it will lead to something...... Continue Reading →